Interesting.

Posted: January 10th, 2008 under politics.
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I despise the waiting game. Totally and whole-heartedly. It seems that my whole life has been one big wait, and I am so sick and tired of waiting and waiting and waiting for something. Even if there is nothing going on, I feel like I’m waiting. Waiting for something to happen.

I’m waiting to hear from some jobs now. I hate not being able to know what is going on. I’m waiting to see if P is really going to continue his change. I’m waiting on moving to the city. I’m waiting for everyone. Hell, I’m waiting to see if they take away Britney Spears’ children after he latest debacle.

I’ve come to the understanding that I can’t live my life in this manner. I know I need to make my own changes, make things happen myself. But getting from where I am now to where I want to be seems the obstacle I’ve yet to hurdle over.

And so I wait. Like right now I’m waiting on hearing about this job that I really have my heart set on, but what if I don’t get it? What if I do? I’m at a loss.

And cue waiting.

Posted: January 4th, 2008 under the move.
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